------------------------13th Wanderer-----------------------

Cricket Batting Skills and Techniques

2012-02-06T11:20:00.000-08:00

yeah, i'm a newbie in cricket. we got a tournament of SBP central zone this oncoming 8th till 12th of February. so, training is merely not enough at all. but it's okay. maybe it's time for the internet to guide the way. bunch of videos about cricket were posted in youtube. thanks awfully for that, dear uploaders all around the globe. they taught me a lot on how to bat and improve my playing style through their useful and beneficial videos. and above is one of my favourites. it teaches to the newbie on how to bat. perhaps and i must say, surely; it's not enough to make me the best batsman in the world. but at least, i know how to bat the ball using that heavy mini-log. comments for the team for the current situation, i guess it's better for me to remain speechless without yelling any comments that might somehow hurt some feelings. so, no comment i suppose. let's just say, we are in the peak of our performance and hoping for the best in the tournament. :)

we are voted to be in Group A, together with SEMASHUR and SAINS BANTING. SEMASHUR, the former champion is one of the favourite team to remain the title. referring to the last match between SEMASHUR and INTESABER 2 years ago in 2010, veiling SEMASHUR a deep laceration of losing towards the rural school in semi-final. but they came back with style after getting the crown in 2011, making they are one of the toughest team in SBP Cricket Tournament. former champion and runner-up of 2010, INTESABER and SAS however failed to make it to the quarter final in 2011. the obscure and fresh young team from SAINS BANTING giving the two giants a warning that they cannot be put aside as they will give full pressure towards both teams in the grouping stage. the two giants accepted the challenges warmly and SAINS BANTING will not give up easily although they are still fresh and new in this arena of SBP Cricket Tournament.

flipping over the enormous and meaningful history of INTESABER Cricket Team mainly known as Saber Panthers, 2010 was the year of glory. managed to get over the central zone stage and again, owned the fifth place in national stage hosted in STJ, Negeri Sembilan. we bet SEMASHUR in the semi-final, that was one of the joyfulness in INTESABER's history. in national grouping stage, we met MCKK, champ of the northern zone in 2010. and again, we sent the big squad to a pressure in their first match leaving them 2 runs behind to win 42-40. well, of course this year we are hoping and striving for the best. let's just pray and to all players, make the best of all matches. it's not the mountain that we conquer but ourselves. :)

Latest Friendly Result:

SEMESTI 42-12 INTESABER

INTESABER 68-46 SESTA

Support your team and stand a chance to be one of the champions:

SEMASHUR

KUSESS

SAS

INTESABER

INTEGOMB

SEPINTAR

SMAPK

SMSS

SAINS BANTING

ASIS

KISAS

#MAY THE BEST TEAM WINS#

charlieissocoollike~

2012-02-05T10:16:00.000-08:00

Who You Will Be?

2012-02-05T09:36:00.000-08:00

is it true?

i have to let go of my past?

is it true?

i have to let go all my childish habits?

is it really true?

i'm 17

but yet most friends said i'm such a kid

acting like a kid

behave like a kiddo

and so on

all that have K-I-D behind it

and of coz, i love kidding

but it's just me

that's who i am

and what people say cannot change for who i am

never!

but life is all about making changes

from bad to good

from good to better

and for better to the best

maybe it's not what i keen

but it's all about what i need

com'on Faiz

we need this

we need a change

The War is Beginning

2012-02-05T09:18:00.000-08:00

salam maulidurrasul to all Muslims around the globe

today

our beloved Prophet was born

and had given the world a total difference

a light

of the Almighty

guiding the lost

mending the truth

leading the way

making an example

of the world

the greatest and noblest person forever in the human civilization

dear Muslims

open up your mind

we're far from the light

far from the lane of humanity

for the sake of Islam

please

just ponder

and conceive

religion is number one solution

for the question

of the so-called modernization

brought up by the Western foundation

thrombosis of the Jews

engulf the minds of Muslims

with all kinds of viruses

where is our faith towards Allah?

where is the leucocytes of Islam?

AIDS of Jews are coming, fatal

we just take this lightly

without knowing the consequences

of being in the war

we ARE in the war, guys

remember

the kafirs will never repent

till the blood of Muslims flow in the eye of their swords

the epilogue of the war begins

with us as the main character in the issues

#REALIZE DEAR MUSLIMS#

Tangled is REAL?

2012-01-28T10:54:00.000-08:00

talking 'bout this movie

i recently downloaded the latest movie

Tangled Ever After

4 days ago

and the internet connection in my house is quite 'convincing'

thus, 4 days of downloading, lol

it was downloaded as RAR format

so i thought it was nothing as my positive mind worked like that

though i've never downloaded movies in RAR format

but i really wish for this file to be a nice one

"1.52GB in size, it's must be better than okay" i murmured

hellyeah, the download was complete yesterday

and i eagerly wanted to click on the 'PLAY' button on the media player

but hellno!!

when i tried to extract the file from RAR, a box appeared and asked for password

and what the heck??

a torrent need a password??

what in the world!!!

encrypted copyrighted file

and it insisted to have some phone services

5 ringgits per sms

what the??????????????

so again

my legs being pulled again

with someone-who-loves-to-post-torrents-just-to-sell-his-ads

total losers puihh~

so Tangled Ever After

seems like we have to wait

Rapunzel, Eugene, Pascal and Maximus

i love all of you

lol <3

#BEING IN LOVE WITH CARTOONS IS ABSOLUTELY FREAKY#

Dreamin'

2012-01-28T10:27:00.000-08:00

maybe it's way impossible for others to follow

but whatever it is

u write your own destiny

it's not people who set it for you

YOU MAKE YOUR WAY

YOUR WAY TO YOUR DREAMS

you never know how far and how hard it is

till you go for yourself

experiencing the hurdles and obstacles

beneath the thing u called DREAMS

and you never know how sweet it will be

how sweet is a victory

how is the pleasure of a success

because u never pursue your DREAMS

some said that

"impossible is another words for losers"

i can say

the concept of impossible is something we can duel on

impossible is one thee would say if we couldn't achieve the dreams

so then

disappear it from your lexicon of life

move on

and say

"it's possible"

no dreams are easy

that's why it is called dreams

D-Dreams are

R-Rarely as

E-Easy

A-As

M-Making

S-Soup

got that point?

well, u better be

coz tomorrow

YOU'LL SKETCH YOUR DESTINY

WITH DREAMS AS YOUR MAP

I hope I'll be the one saying this first....

2012-01-27T11:39:00.001-08:00

Another Journey, Another Journal. :)

2012-01-27T10:18:00.000-08:00

"Hello,

Sorry, it's just an ordinary book

I know you might change it to the extraordinary one, though.

so yeah, thanks for the poem.

and I got mine too, with London

Bridge on the cover ;) "

~you know who~

thanks

to she-who-should-not-be-named

lol

another journey, another journal to start on

extraordinary one you stated

erm,

i can't promise that but it's just a book that i'll write my story in it

so yeah, it's extraordinary

the book that'll keep only to myself

read and weep. :D

Persinggahan

2012-01-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

wahai manusia

selalu kita terlupa

alpa

leka

dengan kenikmatan dunia

yang sifatnya binasa

harta dan wanita

buat kita buta

buta akan cahaya

tersasar dari landasan yang sepatutnya

tamak

sifat manusia

tidak puas dengan yang ada

rakus dengan segala harta

adakah boleh dibawa ke sana?

amalan kita ke mana?

solat kita ke mana?

al-Quran kita ke mana?

tepuk dada, tanya amalan kita.

sudah bersediakah kita

menelusuri jalan-jalan syurga

atau hanya redha

menjalani azab seksa

di neraka Jahannam?

muhasabahlah

dan insaflah

dunia

hanya persinggahan

cinta, harta, nama

tidak diangkut pergi bersama

kita hanya musafir kelana

mengembara mencari keredhaanNya

meniti sebuah kehidupan

persinggahan

bersedialah kita pulang

ke pangkuanNya.....

karya Prof. Faiz Fahmi

26 Januari 2012

Harvard, here I come

2012-01-25T23:25:00.000-08:00

Harvard

here i come

with hopeful glance

at your welcoming door

of elites

an institution

produced numerous corporate

athletes etc

step by step

seems very far away

to your historical walls

you're old yet your name is a history

in the histories of outstanding educational institutions

Harvard

here i come

embrace me

with the knowledge you bear

to all your children

will be

the next successor

Harvard

here i come :)

#VERITAS#

Height is a matter if............

2012-01-25T22:59:00.000-08:00

1) you're an American
2) you keen to be respected as a leader
3) you want to have all the attention from girls
4) you want to block people in the cinema
5) you crave for a clear overview of the movie you're watching in cinema
6) you want to be a bully
7) you wish to be a basketball player
8) you are ambitious to become a bodyguard
9) you are a man
10) Alzheimer and dementia's phobia
11) your shelf is too high
12) your cousin loves to put his/her elbow on your head
13) curtain at your house has loosed hook
14) you always left your key above your locker
15) your sister loves to tease you by holding something you are impossible to get
16) your siblings are devils >:D
17) your cousins are bullies
18) you want to be a cop
19) you want to tease your younger siblings
20) you want to be a CEO :)

well, some said height doesn't matter at all. but in some aspects, height DOES matter. like when you're taking books from a nearly-a-feet taller than you. just to take books, you need a bench. well, maybe for girls, it doesn't that obvious. short girl is typical. but short guy is miserable. it's a matter of pride really and pride is only what a guy has. being teased by girls as petite is somehow quite painful and unacceptable. acceptance for diminutive guys from peers is also what matters. the status quo shows that small guys always end up being a douche bag to gigantic bullies.

but contrast with the commercialized facts to deteriorate the petites. world's history shows that there were great leaders didn't achieve 6 feet at all. let's take examples. Napoleon Bonaparte is only 5 ft 7 inch equals to 170 cm. but yet he still managed to invade Italy and became the King of Italy. this Frenchman is a figure of little invader whom jolly well known in the history of Europe.
next in the list, Mahatma Gandhi. an Indian nationalist who ought to fight British with his famous non-cooperation and non-violence movements. his credibility in leadership is shown through both his actions and words. he offered a way of gaining independence without having any bloody wars. he guided Indians to boycott the British's ruling system and educations and the endeavor seems to appeal success. but after his imprisonment, India started to lose its rhythm of unity and British began to regain their superiority in that Asian country. *oh well, enough with the History lesson. google it yourself for further stories. the point is, he's just 5 ft 4.5 inch which is only 164 cm. see, even short men can make a big difference to the world. :O

*to people out there, this post isn't to insult the shorts. it's only my perception towards what world is facing today. most petites are given inferior attention whilst the tall ones are always be the attention though he's a dumb kickass. lol.

#WORLDISABOUTSHARING. DOESNOTMATTERWHATISYOURSIZE. WEAREHUMANANYWAY#

Penang~

2012-01-21T12:18:00.000-08:00

OFF TO PENANG

SEE YOU ON THURSDAY

BAI2, BLOGGIE. :)

Hail High for The Last Try

2012-01-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

i can't believe it

the school is reopened

i just thought that yesterday the holidays were just begun

and it disappears quickly in a blink of an eye

i'm not tenacious yet to retrieve this arduous task of dealing with people

it's hard, painful, killing my bosom hopes

2012

it has started

the journey of the final chapter has begun

the chamber of prefects once again used

for the closing year of high school

the epilogue of a sweet seventeen lad

dear Allah; please hold on to me

guide me along the hurdles

the passage seems so complicated

let's open up a new page

veiling the sickening memories

of the past

please

pray for me, peeps

pray that I'll manage to gain the upperhand

in whatsoever i'll face

#MAY THE ONCOMING MOMENT WILL TEACH ME A BETTER LIVING FOR A LIFE#

bai, assalamualaikum w.b.t. :)

Love Your Parents

2012-01-01T10:59:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!

school is finally opening

how splendid!

are you ready, guys?

COZ I'M READY LIKE HELL!

okay, that's seriously fake

no one loves school

i mean, not relatively

but sometimes, it's kinda intriguing

just accept this

kids nowadays loathe schools

that's why they are playing truant etc

and ends up on juvenile cases are rising up in numbers

so young yet so jaded

the appreciation towards knowledge from day to day is deteriorating and enhancing on the birth of an uncivilised generation

posting today is not about the matter at all

but it's just for an introduction, lol

for years and years

do we realize

who have been keeping us with facilities and plug up our inconveniences?

do we?

yeah, you know it. it's our parents

who have been with us in ups and downs

but still

rarely people fathom the truth

they know the truth

but inside, they turn against it

trust me

appreciate your parents

don't burden them with too much demands

they earn hard for a penny

it's not your money to binge on

so please tolerate

pity your parents

don't ask them to buy such an exorbitant snickers whilst u still have one

don't force them to give you video games whatsoever when u still got ur ps3 in you room

please

think

your parents

is not your servants

be tolerate

because what goes around comes around

you don't want your children to cry on some stuff but at the same time, u don't have cash for that. so please, i'm begging u

parents are to guide us

not giving us what we crave

don't be stuff-conscious

coz u'll regret doing so. :)

Mind Boggling?

2011-12-31T10:24:00.000-08:00

dear fellows

if u think ur journey will be a tough one this year

then pray

and conceive

that it's not the end of the world

this is the way Allah treats us

and shows that He really cares

about His beloved servants

just look up at the high bluest sky

breath in

deeply

and ponder

that everything happens for a reason

and swallows what's coming

with a positive thinking

SPM is just another test

so, let's face it

with our best

and beat it.

Time can wait~ :D

2011-12-31T09:56:00.000-08:00

#when the time comes#

Kith~

2011-12-30T12:00:00.001-08:00

Pearls In Your Oysters, Rapunzel =D

2011-12-30T11:49:00.000-08:00

Rapunzel

i know this is funny

but our first meeting really started with a quarrel

well, supposedly unlike rapunzel and eugene's severe beat-to-beat

but still, it's a quarrel

i couldn't help myself not to loath you, seriously
only at the first

but now

after sometimes spending my early morning with you

i know

you're different

at least you've a heart to pity me. lol

we shared videos and whatsoever

and yes, i really enjoyed myself

thanks awfully for that

there's a saying

to meet, to know and to part; form the saddest tale of human heart

yup, and i fathom that now

of course, we have a life and destiny we ought to walk on

all the best in whatever you are pursuing of
be what you wanna be, remember
coz we decide what's written in our destiny
i know you will succeed
coz you're cool like that. :D

i'm sorry too
for being stupidly naive
yeah, i am naive, lol
buona fortuna, maiden
see you very soon
after we have our graduation robes
finely attached to our bodies
celebrating the rainbow of joys
let's success and beat the papers! :D

Departed 2011

2011-12-29T12:25:00.000-08:00

Adios, 2011

thank you for giving me such a wonderful memory

it's part and parcel of life

having a year with mixed memories

woebegone, happiness, and resentment

hued my life with such rainbow-like patterns

after raining cats and dogs

have emerged the rainbows

hold on to this words

where i believe

the prosperity will bestow upon us after a handful of endeavor served from us

Man Jadda Wa Jada, Wa Man Zaraa' Hasoda

i believe

i put my faith for this

after a suffering time we had

dear 2012, please be nice to me. :)

Nerve+Onus=Nervous

2011-12-29T11:48:00.000-08:00

it's really palpitate my heartbeat

being on the top of students

be the head of all ears and eyes

a highlight and a model of all students

the eyes are wildly gazing

the ears are blatantly eavesdropping

the tongues are nonchalantly insulting and slandering

the indulgence of searching for our mistakes

that's common, i suppose

everyone looking upon us; not always looking what's good beneath us

but the flaws in our doings

even a crumb of it would do

to make them exaggerating slanders and lies

that's human's nature

N-E-R-V-O-U-S

7 letters of agony

yeah

i'm kinda nervous

nervous of what people will say

how they will judge me

what will i face

does anyone will give me support

when thousands are turning their back against me

Dear Faiz, people are just people

they shouldn't make you nervous.

:"(

Taylor Lautner~

2011-12-29T11:10:00.000-08:00

i will still think

that taylor lautner is jacob black

though he acted for different characters in completely different movies

grumpy as always

it's u, wolf

little bit like me

HAHA

#ABDUCTIONROCKS#

Priorities~

2011-12-28T12:09:00.000-08:00

based on this picture, what can u say about Bella? crazy and craving for the love from Edward i suppose. but really, what Ron said is not more than the truth. well, Bella is safe because she's only a character in a fiction story of vampires and werewolves. but we live for real, fellows. what can u say about the status quo showed that almost 700,000 illegitimate children were born in Malaysia. those numbers are only for registered babies, not including those whom being killed. see, it's all started from LOVE.

i don't blame love for sure. love is Allah's and He gives us the privileges of loving each other as His creatures. love is an award of Allah to us, so we should be thankful for that. but it's merely pathetic to see the people didn't understand what is the true meaning of love. they just spoke like they knew it. love has been nonchalantly spilled out by their lips, blatantly used in their daily speech and puff, yeah, once again, MISUNDERSTOOD of definition.

trust me, love isn't that easy.

just like Ron said

"she needs to sort out her priorities."
think again what is your priority now
to your religion, school, parents, family, yourself?
or only for your so-called lovers

to all teenagers out there,

BEWARE!

love can trap us

or either guide us

the choice is in your hand. :)

Possibilities?

2011-12-28T11:15:00.001-08:00

#NOTHINGISIMPOSSIBLE#

Lost~

2011-12-28T11:05:00.000-08:00

hujan yang renyai-renyai

membasahi ruang jendela pondok kecil itu

aku masih kaku

termangu-mangu

tidak tahu ke mana arah tuju hidupku

aku masih tercari-cari

meraba-raba dalam hitam kegelapan

menanti sang mentari

mencurahkan sinarnya yang lembut

menyapa wajahku

meniup semangatku

yang kian pudar dipadam ombak badai

ya Rabb, bantulah hambaMu ini

yang masih buntu mencari jalan pulang

diri ini merindui

nurMu yang telah hilang

Nukilan Faiz 'Rangga' Fahmi

29 Disember 2011

3.03 AM

The Leaders of Tomorrow

2011-12-28T10:44:00.000-08:00

well

to all leaders of tomorrow

please be prepare

for the challenge that we might face

because if you never prepare for it

your leadership will be questioned

the leaders are not judged by the wealth he brought

but the prosperity and commitment towards the onus that he carried

that's what makes a splendid leader

as for me

look into Rasulullah S.A.W.

and you will see the most perfect leader in the history of human's civilisation

lo and behold

as i list out

the leaders of INTESABER for next year:

My fellow HiCom family:

Aisyah Amna

Ainaa Najihah

Syamil Ishak

Luqman Izzuddin

Izzati Izlan

Amir Wafiuddin

Najwa Haryani

Peer Group Counselor:

Sopek

Bella

Rool

n the others. i'm sorry i can't put in all your great names

PSS:

Hadi

Amar

Fasya

n all librarians

ZEALOUSIAN'S

Syamil Salim

Atikah

Yus

n to all Zealousians. I <3 u!

to all captains and great athletes:

Nafis

Syazwan

Zuraidi

Iqbal Faliq

Nik

Zahin

Aiman

Jol
Neq
Macha???

i adore you all. you are talented athletes for such a young age. it's ok if everyone blames us for our grades. we can do it this final year. com'on!!!!

who says athletes like us can't success in studies.

many had proven it.

it's our turn to shine

the choice is ours.

#WE ARE READY, 2012. BRING IT ON!!#

Quidditch~

2011-12-27T10:11:00.000-08:00

how i wish Quidditch is real

a sport where u can fly on with your broomstick

and chasing the balls with it

that's real sport

real speed

that's Quidditch!

#idreamtobeaseeker#

Dear Mark Zuckerberg

2011-12-27T09:10:00.000-08:00

see, i told ya

this is happening to our students nowadays

i mean, us

we can't focus to our studies

look!

mr. Facebook keeps getting on our way

and he keeps pulling us to the screen of PC

staring it for the whole day

and never get a life =.='

thanks Mark

u made me realise

how meaningless this world is

just open your lappie

and the world is beyond your finger

click it your way

no wonder the status quo shows

people suffering from obesity are conquering the world

lol

Procrastination

2011-12-26T09:09:00.000-08:00

i can't stop myself from liking him

i mean, his idea

not bcoz i'm a gay, mind u

yeah, most of the time i'm facing that kind of situation

when i'm into doing Add Maths

my lymphatic system deep inside my brain (i think that's what he said)

urges me to do otherwise

like checking how many of u liked my status

what is matluthfi's latest videos

what is dave days's funniest parody

or is she online? (no, don't bother)

sheesh,

procrastinating is the major problem for me

not just for me, i mean, almost all human beings

Lydia Teh once wrote in her book, Honk! If You're Malaysian

"If procrastination is really the thief of time, then most Malaysians now would be paupers."

see, how procrastination can lead to pulverization of a country and retard the mentality of the citizens based on low productivity and efficiency

so, retard procrastination

work with efficient

~LOL~

2011-12-26T08:28:00.001-08:00

who said that writings express the feelings

writing encourages people to fraud

and plus

LOL has 2 different meanings

first, it means the people really mean it. as in, Laughing His Ass Out

and secondly, it means he/she doesn't have anything in mind to respond

so please,

not all writings mean expression

sometimes it's just a fake

Twilight Failed 2

2011-12-26T08:04:00.000-08:00

Dear Kristen Stewart

you are Bella

coz you're heartless

Dear Emma

you're Hermione

coz you've an utterly splendid facial expressions

thumbs up for Harry Potter! =D

Twilight Failed

2011-12-26T07:44:00.000-08:00

i adore you, jake

but now

you made me laugh like crazy

seeing you like this

i don't care whether it's photoshopped or whatsoever

but still

IT'S LUDICROUS

Random #2

2011-12-25T10:40:00.001-08:00

21st Moneyholic

2011-12-25T09:15:00.000-08:00

21st day of the first orb

let us see around the globe

whose baby gonna plop

and ooh, there's Chayob

wondering what melts her heart

when someone sings her mouth will shut

melody makes her perplex

see, i told ya she's not that complex

guitar rises up her palpitation

British guy playing it makes a hotter temptation

purple hues her childish and holy imagination

and awards her with jubilant moments

Mecca and Madina; destinations of heaven

realm of our Prophet; full with benevolent

sojourns of her dream

resonates faith; in the home of gleam

further up studies in Jordan

or maybe Ireland, Egypt or even Poland

chasing her dream and ambition

dedicated doctor or gorgeous surgeon

"don't even judge me by my height"

quote she loves to confide

but she binges like hell lot

what a pity she's still that short xD

religious girl she is

never decoy with pleasant kiss

she's not that kind of girl

to be easily cheated and twirled

Chemistry is your cup of tea

all the best too with Physics and Biology

other subjects remember to study

SPM is on our way, thee

Kalike is what her heart renders

Mama and Baba, her protectors

family and Frisbee, her utmost priorities

and not forgetting money; her beloved babies =.='

man whom desire to be her hubby

not a man whom forsake her dignity

just a guy; Quran he comprehends

then he's her luckiest man

I'm Currently Watching......

2011-12-23T08:29:00.000-08:00

*maybe i love the artificial arts better than the genuine one. :D *

2011-12-23T07:47:00.000-08:00

yeah

zits make it

don't blame others

blame your zits~

LOL

Time changes friends

2011-12-23T07:08:00.000-08:00

it's peculiar

to see our old friends

grown up to be such an impressive figures

a headboy, a president, a house captain, or even anything that can make us envy

back then

they're just friends

whom love to cry and chill with us together

and we share almost every single moment of joyfulness with them

now we know

how the time flies

and we know that everyone has their abilities and talents

waiting for them to reveal theirs

it's just a matter of time at all :)

Congratulations~~

2011-12-22T07:59:00.000-08:00

dear history and time that has passed, how i wish i could reverse back the time. how my memory of getting straight As in PMR can be replayed. just like my juniors today. how they enjoyed themselves, celebrating for the first meaningful victory after 3 years of exasperating time. congratulations, brothers and sisters. congratulations thoroughly, Genesis 0913.

we're very sorry for ourselves for never being good seniors or even good examples to all of you. we can't be perfect. we blame others. we blame the teachers and other batches. until we realise that we ourselves that should be blame. we know how hard it is. having a step-batch like us. we are like truly rebellious and a pure rulebreakers. just so you know, don't ever be like us. sometimes you can feel the joyfulness being it, but somehow you will regret for what you've done. see now. we're unwanted, isolated, insulted, blamed, condemned, boycotted for our wrongdoings. maybe we have to face the music. :"(

but dear juniors, we don't want to end up like this. have you ever think about the punishments you will get when you're doing something wrong? have you ever think about 1000 consequences when you are doing 1 single crime?

perhaps this is our experience, an experience for us to learn from the mistakes and flaws. Zealous, I love you with all my heart. but i can't accept that we're dying now. everyone hates us. EVERYONE! com'on, Zealous. we don't wanna to end up our senior year just like rubbish. we know what we are, what we are capable of. don't waste our chance. grab while we have it. but please, pretty please, we have to shift our perception here. we can't just let our minds set to narrow lane, can we?

so please Zealous, please. we need this. we need a change.

2011-12-19T18:41:00.000-08:00

Flower, gleam and glow

Let your power shine

Make the clock reverse

Bring back what once was mine

Heal what has been hurt

Change the fate's design

Save what has been lost

Bring back what once was mine

What once was mine

We eat dungs

2011-12-19T17:24:00.000-08:00

A putrid reality of life

we all are being feed with news and status quo

but how far the truth is

only the top knows

because only them who provide 'dungs' to the citizens =.='

My Dream Girl? =.='

2011-12-18T06:21:00.000-08:00

a maiden walks in vaguely

through the lane without happy

in her face laid the tears

that have been kept for years and years

cynic responds she ought to give

derogatory and sarcasm made her outlive

don't be so straight; don't be so stiff

when you talk to her cause she's naive

tears dropping; it's not her

grief and depression never a fetter

instead, dramas and movies made her swelter

she'll burst into tears; never falter

being a CEO is her ambition

owning a company worth a million

bakery shop of unspeakable lusciousness

cakes and cookies will always come first

she knows Lampard, Hernandez and even Bowyer

can be a good spouse for a footballer

Liverpool is what her heart renders

but sadly Liverpool is a total loser :P

Nickelodeon filled her leisure time exuberantly

contrasted with her flying-colours achievement verily

though the result is no mutual as her hobby

this cartoon lover couldn't answer riddles from me xD

if Peter Pan does exist; then he is her godsend

only Peter can take this forever-young girl to Neverland

she's awfully obsessed with Mat Luthfi

to engulf her migraine and embrace the tranquilizing glee

we love to skype all night long

till the tail of dawn make a honk

she reminded me continuously to update the clock

yeah, that is the witch of nocturnal talk

she's one bashful person

a pain in the neck, arduous and a burden

she only needs someone to be her shoulder

to share her story, teaser and fetter

this dainty young girl doesn't acknowledge her passion

never reveal her deepest soul's volition

perhaps music can convalesce this inner laceration

pick up your violin; present us captivation

this outrageous maiden is brutal physically

but who knows she might have an inner beauty

that impossible for her to confide

"it's my innermost ability", she regards

u must be inquisitive about this girl i wrote

let's just say it's only someone i devote

cute, cunning and cantankerous she is

i like her but sometimes i malice X(

Humbly written by Prof. Dr. Faiz "Rangga" Fahmi

one and only for my "Cinta"

18th December 2011

10.30 pm, in my study room.

Siblings~

2011-12-17T23:04:00.000-08:00

i love my siblings fervently

my sister and my brother

it's kinda interesting when you have brothers and sisters

they keep us company

we quarrel

we laugh

we play

we do all things together

and yet the bond between us is exceptionally robust

keep us tight and firm

till death do us part

i miss you, Fitri Faazie and Farahana Musa :')

tq 4 being sagacious siblings for me, ur little bro

we shared too much to be told to others

our memory together will always stay till forever.

#CARIKCARIKBULUAYAMLAMALAMABERCANTUMJUA#

Top 5 amateur blogs I adore :)

2011-12-17T11:15:00.000-08:00

well, today i would love to announce the blogs i loved all this while

i mean, amateur blogs

not in some cheesy way

but amateur means new and making blogs not for businesses

but just for fun

yeah, me either

first of all, i would like to thank all these bloggers

to share with me their piece of minds and writings

the expression and some stories were quite catchy

and of course, cutting my attention too

now, lo and behold

TOP 5 AMATEUR BLOGS IN MY POCKET LIST:

1) ALIAH NAZARUDIN'S

-yeah, a surprise, isn't it? this is the most inspiring blog i've ever read. the posts were just simple yet so enthralled. truly the quotes' maker of the century. you may not know me but i just love your style on how you play with words. totally a punster!

2) ILHAM ALIA'S

-my senior. well, she was an Intesaberian and has just completed sitting SPM. i barely talk to her as far as i remember. but yet, i know she can make it to the overseas. inshaAllah. amazed with her thrilling vocabs and chilling ideas of writing. unquestionably a potential student, conquering the awards of Elite students and one of the most successful sportswoman here, in Sabak Bernam.

3) NIA KAMARUDIN'S

-nia. it's not her actual name i guess, but why bother? haha. we've been friends since 2011 i guess...just after PMR, kan nia? hahaha. she longed to make it to MJSC or SBP but the destiny seemed not to think so. but alas, i think her achievements were far beyond me and not all students can attain that kind of level. all the best, nia for SPM, i know you can do it. adore your blog, seriously. =D

4) ILHAM FARHANA'S

-eam. very obsess with photographing and all craps 'bout photography and DSLR. hell, i'm envy. she's so modest i guess. STF's Edarian. no wonder she's kind yet so decent. doctor is her desired job. all the best, =)

5) AISHAH AYUB'S

-a bizarre one. she loves to put annoying pictures of her friends in her blog including me. ahh..i loathe the pictures she stole from my FB. duhh. the latest photo of me in her blog never surprised me. i know she will put a funny one and it happened to be me in SSP's shirt.

these are top 5 bloggers, i mean, amateur bloggers i truly admired. i love their blogs maybe because my judgement and criteria are way too deep in choice of words. i love deeply profound quotes. but sometimes i just love funny entries or photos. so, if u wanna make it to my bloglist of interests, do please me with humors or implicit quotes. i would love that. (bajet mcm dpt hadiah je faiz ooiii)

till then, happy holidays *eventhough the holidays are just two weeks left. it's still holidays. think positive. :D*

Judge Your Own Book~

2011-12-16T15:24:00.000-08:00

most people judge others from the outside

and not conceiving the facts that people do change

well, physically and emotionally

we must change

but the choice we have to make is

the better or for the worse.

*DONTJUDGETHEBOOKBYITSCOVER*

Dead Bella

2011-12-16T15:01:00.000-08:00

maybe this is what will happen to Bella

if she didn't choose to be a vampire like her lover, Edward

all human beings know this

that they will die a scrubby thing

but something strong come beneath the bonds in every each of them

just like Chemistry

yeah, it's true then

we will never live forever

but love will always stay stronger

as the hearts tangled together

faithful to their lover

we only live inconspicuously; so why bother?

Kencing Berdiri (Standing Pee??)

2011-12-13T09:49:00.000-08:00

salam semua
baiklah, hari ini saya akan menulis dalam bahasa Melayu. bukan apa, tetapi entry kali ini sangat sukar dibincangkan dalam bahasa Inggeris. kerana ini semuanya perihal bahasa Melayu yang sukar diafsirkan ke dalam bahasa antarabangsa. kencing berdiri atau dalam bahasa Inggerisnya, standing pee (ada ke???) merupakan fenomena terbesar yang sedang melanda umat manusia dewasa ini. apakah definisi kencing berdiri, ya kawan-kawan? kencing berdiri ialah mengeluarkan bahan kumuh yang mengandungi urea, garam mineral dan lebihan air melalui salur kencing dalam keadaan yang agak tidak sopan iaitu berdiri. mengapakah saya ingin menyentuh hal ini? kerana masalah ini semakin meruncing dalam kalangan rakyat Malaysia. semua terlibat dari kanak-kanak hinggalah ke warga emas yang berkopiah. apakah peri pentingnya tajuk ini? bukan ingin menjaga tepi kain orang, tetapi hanya ingin melontarkan pandangan dan kritik kepada perlakuan yang kurang senonoh ini. yalah, walaupun ini sudah dikategorikan sebagai satu perlakuan yang biasa di mata dunia, ianya tetap tidak sopan di mata kita umat Islam dan Melayu. mengapa ya? mungkin kita sudah terbiasa dengan norma ini, sehingga kita lupa apakah tuntutan Rasulullah S.A.W..

mungkin anda pernah mendengar ada hadis mengenai Rasulullah kencing berdiri. tetapi lihatlah dengan teliti. pada masa yang disebutkan, Rasulullah berada di tempat yang kotor (mungkin tempat pembuangan sampah) jadi mustahillah bagi baginda untuk duduk. dan tahukah anda apakah implikasi daripada perbuatan ini? mari kita renung-renungkan sedikit pengetahuan yang saya cedok daripada seorang blogger mengenai kencing berdiri.

"Kencing berdiri boleh mendatangkan bahaya kepada kesihatan seseorang. kekuatan batinnya malahan juga boleh menyebabkan batu karang akibat daripada air kencing yang tidak habis dikeluarkan dalam pundi kencing. tambahan pula, solat juga mungkin menjadi tidak sah kerana terdapat lebihan air kencing yang mungkin akan keluar semasa sedang solat. dan juga mungkin percikan air kencing itu mengenai seluar dan ini sepastinya akan membuatkan solat tidak sah terus."

bukan apalah, cuma sekadar peringatan bagi kita yang mungkin terbiasa dengan benda alah ni. jangan amalkan. bahaya! ini merupakan sebuah kisah yang dikongsi oleh seorang profesor terkenal di Sabak Bernam:

"ade ar 1 hari ni en. ak lepak2 ar ngan kwn2 ak kat mcd. pastu tetibe pundi kencing ni rase len mcm en. ak tau la dia nk ape en. pastu ak pegi ar tnds en. tapi time tu ade org en. adela 1 tmpt kncing berdiri kat luar en. pastu ade sorg pakcik BERKOPIAH msuk en. time tu ak tgh beratur la kat luar tnds cangkung en. pakcik tu bole free2 je melunaskan businessnye kat tmpt berdiri tu. ak bkn ape. cme agak terkesima la en. da la tmpt tu xley nk basuh en. pastu pakcik BERKOPIAH tu pegi kencing en. pastu jentik2, tarik zip, blah cmtu je. ak pun dlm hati, "hmph, apela. harap pakai kopiah tpi kencing berdiri jgak." korg pikir2 la sndiri. mlas ak nk trgkn. korg mesti penah tgk jgk en. bersepah kat malaysia ni."

*sekarang pun perempuan da boleh buat benda yang same. ape nak jadi la dunia ni kann?*

Perlukah Dijualbeli Cinta itu?

2011-12-10T09:41:00.000-08:00

Buat teman-teman yang diingati..

Jangan dicinta kerana dia lelaki
Kelak kita akan membenci
Jika dia bukan lelaki yang dicari
Hanya pandai menabur janji…

Jangan di rindu pada paras rupa
Kelak kita akan terseksa
Jika dia tidak sebaik rupanya
Senyumnya manis tipu belaka…

Jangan disayang kerana berharta
Kelak kita hidup menderita
Jika hartanya habis dibelanja
Sukar hidup, miskin dan papa…

Jangan dikasih kerana dipuji
Kelak kita menagih janji
Jika rupa berkedut dimamah hari
Hilang sudah puji memuji….

Jangan dicari seorang kekasih

Kelak kita akan disisih
Jika kasih luntur bersih
Menangislah diri hidup bersedih…

Jangan disambut salam rindu
Kelak kita menahan sendu
Jika rindu tak dapat disatu
Dimanakah kita akan mengadu…

Jangan dilayan seorang teman
Kelak hidup menjadi ancaman
Jika teman tidak beriman
Dibakar api hari kemudian…

Wahai sahabat wahai teman

Carilah dia kerana tuhan

Untuk menambah ceteknya iman
Bekalan diri hidup berteman…

Wahai sahabat wahai teman

Cintalah dia kerana beriman

Dijadikan tuhan sebagai pasangan
Baik buruk ketentuan tuhan

Wahai sahabat wahai teman

Terimalah dia penuh keikhlasan

Andai buruk angaplah dugaan
Andai baik pujilah tuhan…

Wahai sahabat wahai teman

Ingatlah akan janji tuhan

Isteri yang baik besar balasan
Suami penyabar itulah kemenangan…

source: Nuaema

dear girls and women out there

bear this in mind

a man is very keen to be loved

but make a smart choice

don't just let your love went wild

to a man whom is not worth to be loved

that's why

you have to cover yourselves

because all things that came out from a woman is her gold and precious

her word, her voice, her love

they're pure.

and the major problem i see nowadays

they didn't know how precious they were

until they lost all of them

to a person called men.

it's not a melody nor a lullaby

plays within words of lie

remember, before u weep and cry

this poem that u once deny

Idiotic Questions with Unexpected Answers

2011-12-05T06:30:00.001-08:00

If there is no witness to a convosation between two people and one person denies it ever happened....Did it really happen?

I said: "yes and no. both in different brains"

What is the colour of a mirror?

I said: "if you think a mirror have a colour, then you better go for an eyecheck."

If you put a chameleon in a room full of mirrors, what color would it turn?

I said: "transparent?"

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?

I said: "nope, he's out of his mind"

If you try to fail and succeed, then which have you done?

I said: "plan to fail and succeed at the same time without trying"

If nothing is impossible have you ever tried slamming a revolving door?

I said: "yes, if only my bones is impossible to be broken by that door."

Why is it that rain drops but snow falls?

I said: "because our ancestors want to add in the vocabularies in English."

Why isn't there mouse-flavoured cat food?

I said: "because human never wants to catch rats. that's why they have cats."

How do you handcuff a one-armed man?

I said: "what to worry? he's just a man with one arm. HAHA"

If the FBI breaks your door down do they have to pay for it?

I said: "no, but they have to build another house for me"

What happens to an irrisitable force when it hits an immovable object?

I said: "it happens to be 'irremovable' "

If anything is possible, is it possible for anything to be impossible?

I said: "okay, i'm done with possibilities. i stick to the destiny."

Why is a boxing ring square?

I said: "because in the olden days, they don't learn radius"

Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio?

I said: "because the songs are boring. =.="

Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

I said: "to teach people to rush in a slow way"

At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?

I said: "i don't have arms. i'm not a criminal to keep a gun."

What is Satan's last name?

I said: "Satan Plays It All"

If you dug a hole through the center of the earth,and jumped in, would you stay at the center because of gravity?

I said: "no, i'll die of burning to ashes."

If, in a baseball game, the batter hits a ball splitting it right down the center with half the ball flying out of the park and the other half being caught, what is the final ruling?

i said: "both teams lost."

Why does grape flavor smell the way it is when actual grapes don't taste or smell anything like it.

I said: "because people only drink grape flavor, not the actual grapes. so, why bother to attract with the smells?"

What do you do when you see an endangered animal that is eating an endangered plant?

I said: "i'm thinking if i'm an endangered human too."

Do Jewish vampires avoid crosses or Stars of David?

I said: "neither of them. they run when they see Jacob Black. "

If a stripper gets breast implants can she write it off on her taxes as a business expense?

I said: "yup, sure it does. at least she'll get extra payment for that things' services. "

To Leaders and Headstudents~

2011-11-29T09:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Faiz,

Congratulations as what you've achieved after 16 years of life. you're a well grown kid. you have loving parents and family. you owned everything. you have a comfortable yet so spacious home. you have wealth quite a bit laa. but still, i can assure you, you still feel some emptiness inside you, am i right, young lad? before that, have you ever been grateful for what you've today? because if it's not because of Him, you'll be no more than ashes.

Dear 13th Wanderer,

you want fame? you've it. you want power? now you owned it. you wish for friends? tons of them waiting for you to approve their requests in Facebook. you're the headboy of INTESABER now, dude. but why, oh why, Faiz, you still have doubt inside you? but remember to thank Allah for what He'd rewarded you with.

Dear Leader

Why do you feel so lonely?

While your friends and family;

A shield of your lee.

Dear Leader

Why do you feel so ashamed of yourself?

People say just be deaf;

because they don't know which is right or left.

Dear Leader

Why do you feel so tension?

This is only your first ignition;

Follow your heart, follow your intuition.

Make your dream your vision

Dear Leader

Why it is so hard; you think?

Rome wasn't built in a blink

Take the dream; hue it pink

Dear Leader

Why there'll always be unsatisfactory?

Success never comes with a happy story;

You must pay for a victory.

Dear Leader

Why are you chosen, you might say

Because only the best would be chosen and stay;

At the highest peak for people to obey.

Humbly written by Faiz Fahmi, 30th November 2011

Dedicated to all leaders in the world....

And to myself.....

Readers' Insistence

2011-11-27T22:58:00.000-08:00

sorry eh, dear adhered readers (or maybe just a stranger passing by to see an amateur blog full with witty piece of mind =.=')
i'm not into my mood of blogging recently
but i'll just have to keep up with the time, won't i?
time is one that will make your guts standing straight in the frozen night, but still you can't blame the time as it will never take a single care about you and just keep moving forward until its destination. u cannot anticipate that the time will look back and tend to treat you pleasantly. how bitter or sweet it was, u gonna have to pull yourself back and moving on, leaving the memories as bygones in your diary of life.

oh, well, less chitchat, more verb-ate.

what should i say, what should i write

if there's nothing seems right

to guide me to the light

and urge me to stand and fight

this dilemma kills me tight

no hope in my sight

woebegone diminishes the hike

swallowing the mighty bright

do you think i can make it in my life?

if i can make it to success

if i can make it to victory

if i can make it a phase

if i can make it a history

thank you, fellow readers for giving me a barrel of encouragement for me to proceed my writing in this blog. trust me, without you, i am done with the blogging world. thanks again. :)

When your life have been decided on a piece of paper......

2011-11-23T02:51:00.001-08:00

it's hard, aye?

when your life has been destined on a piece of paper

oh, how crucial

how horrified

how terrified

when we can see our fate, our future on a piece of paper.

that's why Allah doesn't want us to know the future

that's why He took away Einstein before he can reveal the secret of time machine

before he can go back to the past and future

because He knows

that we, as servants in this obnoxious world

will never and ever

withstand the future, the fate that has been made for us

the destiny that scrubs all the happiness inside us

death, loss, lack, dilemma, insults, accidents, trauma

they're all in our wonders

but you must know

that everything has been destined

and it's not about CHOOSING YOUR DESTINY

IT'S ALREADY THERE, WAITING FOR US TO ELAPSE

in our own ways........

actually, i received my result today. well, i'm not actually received, but i saw it in the website. sheeshhh, my result was a total disaster. i'm sorry, teachers, umi, abah, abang, akak, atuk, nenek, moyang, companions and fellow competitors, i didn't do my very best. i'm sorry, again. i know, it's bullshit. i can't even forgive myself. but what can i do? it's my destiny and i've to go through it faithfully. maybe this is the consequence i've to face because of my carelessness in studies. whatever it is, this is my punishment and i've to face the music. sorry, certs, i can't own u for this year. it is an embarrassment for me, for my family, and even for my school. so sorry (~_~")

*a total loss of dignity in the diary of a KP*

*i hate 2011*

Farewell, Teacher Norin

2011-11-07T20:08:00.000-08:00

a poem dedicated to my dear teacher, Miss Norin Norain binti Zulkifli Anthony. this poem is made by me myself, Faiz Fahmi and my friend, Ainaa Najihah as a token of gratification to our English teacher. presented by Fatin Ahza in Radon's Annual Feast on May 2011. maybe it's not good enough as good as you can do. but this is merely we can made so far. enjoy~~~~

I'm not much of a writer

but my teacher, my dear teacher

taught me this alien task of writing

yesterday, i was writing

today, i am writing

tomorrow, well, tomorrow........

i wonder, i wonder

why the sun shines

why the wind blows

and how the river flows

fettered, engulfed and wobbled

encompassed without none to fumble

indignant, crestfallen and woebegone

slowly we ought to forlorn

i am young and we are young

we laughed, we played and lost it all

but you with wisdom too large for a trunk

pick us up from where we fall

sometimes we fussed

talk too much

complain

but never did you russ

nor treat us with

disdain

ok, ok let me make it clear

dear teacher, we seek apology for lots of interfere

our time is closer than near

and this is our last moment together

thank you teacher, for being our light of hope

your good deed we'll never able to cope

every student has their up and drop

pray for us to be in the SBP's list of top

sorry teacher, for no present we can lay

at your table on this salubrious day

just good luck and everlasting pray

all the best in your new school is all we can say

so yesterday i was writing

today, i am writing

tomorrow, i will still be writing.....

trademark of,

FAIZ FAHMI & AINAA NAJIHAH

4 HIDAYAH 2011

Teacher Norin, goodbye....

that was the poem we'd made for our beloved teacher. thanks again teacher, we'll always miss you for sure. bye2 teacher. may this piece of poem will be a reminiscent for you to us, Intesaberians. we'll pray for you and pray for us too. may Allah bless us. :)

Kem Penulis Muda 2011

2011-11-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

recently, i attended a writing camp. (i thought they'll teach how to improve my super-duper horrible handwriting. trust me. it's sooo terrifying that u couldn't know which one is worst; my scribble or hen's) well, act, i want to tell u WHAT DID I WRITE. u must be wondering, ryte? (ala2 artis la plak. hehs). the slot was separated to two parts, poetry and drama. okay, bukan bahasa inggeris ye tapi bahasa Melayu. jadi, sastera dan drama. (tukar BM plak.)

baiklah, ada 1 bahagian tu dia suruh buat satu sajak berdasarkan gambar. penceramah dia penulis puisi kebangsaan dan karya beliau ada disiarkan dalam KOMSAS tingkatan 2. hebat bukan? ahaha. okay. kembali ke puisi saya. beliau bagi gambar kereta lama ala2 mr. Bean diparkir di sebelah pagar warna putih. 5 minit dan beliau panggil siapa yang sukarela. beberapa orang mengangkat tangan mereka dengan gagah ke udara dan mendeklamasikan sajak mereka yang takdela-hebat-mana-pun-boleh-la-sikit-sikit. haha. jahat sungguh aku. padahal aku punya lagilah teruk. ada juga yang bercerita bagai nak rak kat depan. ak gelak-gelak jela. cikgu suruh diam. aku pun diam tetapi rupa-rupanya persembahan lawak percuma tersebut disambut dengan hilai tawa yang amat menggalakkan. hah! cikgu pun tergelak sama. alahai, baik aku ketawa daripada awal aje tadi. takpela. tak baik umpat orang kann? terus2. alkisah entah macam mana kawan aku tercabar aku suruh pergi depan. diriku ini pantang sikit dicabar, mesti nak buat. heheh. sampai masa beliau buka laluan kepada peserta yang terakhir, aku pun mengangkat tangan sambil membukukan semangat yang membara untuk membaca sajak. di dalam tanganku tergenggam erat kertas sajakanku. aku ke depan dengan nada suara yang bukan main menggeletar. yalah, tiada pengalaman membaca sajak dan tiba sahaja main ambik mikrofon nak baca sajak. aku memberanikan diri dan membaca sajakku laju gilerr sampai aku rasa aku sendiri tak faham apa aku baca. sebaliknya aku disambut dengan tepukan gemuruh oleh para penonton. aku pun pelik. sedap sangat ke? fuiyoo. penceramah itu pun tepuk dan memberi komen terhadap sajakku. beliau berkata bahawa aku mempunyai bakat bermain bahasa dan bermain dengan puisi yang berbentuk kabur atau sukar untuk pembaca menemui apa yang ingin disampaikan oleh pembuat sajak tersebut. aku rasa macam diperli aja tapi takpe lahh, asalkan aku sudah ke depan. keberanianku sudah terserlah. tapi yang tak boleh blah nyer, beliau berulang kali merujuk aku sebagai seorang penulis yang jarang dijumpai dan menyuruhku meneruskan bakatku itu. aku menganggukkan sahaja. ya, sepanjang program itu, aku digelar 'Penulis Kabur'. (xtau nk bangge ke x. =.=")

Angin bertiup sepoi-sepoi bahasa meriuhkan suasana pagi yang hening

Menghembus cemara yang membusarkan onak onak duri mencengkam gerbang serba putih

jentera kuning menggetarkan enjinnya, mencemar suasana

Membelah angin kesepian, menerobos kotak fikiran yang sedang jauh nun di saujana alam fatamorgana

ambik engkau, langsung takde kena mengena dengan gambar. patutlah beliau cakap kabur, aku sendiri pun masih tak dapat mentafsirkan apakah maksud di sebalik bait-baitku ini. renung-renungkanlah ye.

*i feel like my BM is so down to earth. maybe toddler's BM is way better than mine*

(=.=")

Sister Senior

2011-11-04T17:48:00.000-07:00

guess which one is Ilham Alia. hahah.

Ilham Alia, a figure of wily

walks on the red carpet steadily

receive the medal of honor from the VIP

completes her 5 years lively

outstanding results; enthralled beauty

14th of July; a date of history

born into the world; a gifted baby

conquer wholly Intesaber's academy

my first dilemma; who is she?

really govern the ticket to victory

her height is what makes you can really

spot her among the mass

of people in a party or a fest

a pair of gifted limbs

to shoot and score towards the net of beam

undeniably a good quality of athlete

sportswoman with a row of ELITE

Biology is her cup of tea

oh man, she's just so like me

but although you adore it so badly

other subjects; remember to study

dear sister my senior

i can't write so much further

this poem just to bid you farewell

that will protrude out of the snail's shell

next time i sure we both will meet

for me i have a school to lead

for you the last battle; you must be fit

we'll reminisce you; a knight of ELITE.

farewell, my senior. till we meet again. all the best in your SPM and i'm quite sure you can pass it with ease blatantly. i seek your forgiveness if i'd done wrong to you. i'm a bad junior i guess. ahaha. kayy. anticipate for a better achievement this year. ganbatte kudasai~~ :)

Video I'm addicted recently....

2011-11-04T02:49:00.000-07:00

truly miss u, my blog

2011-11-04T02:05:00.000-07:00

dear bloggie

i miss u like crazy

just to seek a thing to hear my thoughts

there's so much to be shared

and so much to be told

abundant buoys of memoirs waiting to be revealed and spilled

in this piece of enthralled blog

that has achieved 206 members in return

thank you 4 all your support

though we never meet each other

but deep inside

we've one same interest

that is BLOGGING

keep it up, my blogger family

we'll stay 4ever

we'll always share our minds 2gether

we'll never stop binding our ideas and thoughts

we'll compare decision better

coz we open up our minds through Blogger. :D

happy Birthday, Abah (16th September 1959)

2011-09-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

happy birthday, dad

i just want to say

thanks 4 all u've done for us, your family

u've troubled yourself

spending time, energy and money

just to buy us grocery

just to see us happy

just to rejoice your only family

abah, i want u to know

i'm proud to be your son

i'm proud to be your baby lion

because i know

one day

i can roar just like you. :)

terima kasih, abah. atas segala perjuanganmu. akan ku doakan kebahagiaan kita di dunia dan akhirat. amiin.

Abstract of Public Talk "Voyages of Scientific Discovery with the Mars Exploration Rovers"

2011-09-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

the public talk is organized in conjunction of the series of lectures on Work System Design, a method for designing more productive and efficient work places in any organisations. the method involves essentially a scientific approach to observing people at work and partnering with them to improve the work places processes, tools and facilities.

this public presentation will focus on one of NASA's scientific mission to study Mars using the Mars Exploration Rovers, a long-term effort to explore Mars with robotic science instruments.

for over seven years, hundreds of scientists have traveled together exploring the unknown lands of Mars. primary among the mission scientific goals of the exploration is to search for and characterize a wide range of rocks and soils that hold clues to past water activity on Mars. scientists identified two landing sites for the spacecraft at the opposite of Mars -the Gusev Crater, a possible former lake in a giant impact crater, and meridiani Planum, where mineral deposits suggested Mars had a wet past.

the exciting voyages of discovery at Gusev Crater and Meridiani Planum have developed a new practice for doing field science---a new way of studying a landscape. the innovative technology includes virtual reality tools to program a robotic laboratory and interpret data about the chemistry, geology and atmosphere of Mars while scientists are living on Earth.

the lessons from MER missions are relevant to our life on Earth, too--for developing miniature scientific instruments, methods for visualizing scientific data and robotic tools for accessing remote or dangerous environments. at the same time, you will appreciate better how people and computer systems are quite different, how we work in synergy, with our tools and each other, and why we need to send human to Mars?

*credits to tchr azimah*

2011-09-17T03:50:00.000-07:00

sometimes, when i see this quote, i feel like being strong. but the moment i think of the pressure, the hardship, the troubles, i feel like clinging and crying. i'm such a weep.

*am i a girl??*

Hari Kerjaya 2011

2011-09-16T21:24:00.000-07:00

it was a bitter disappointment. that's all i can say. nothing more. a total lost for me. folio kerjaya rupe2nye kene tampal. apada..... habis duit print. hmphh....ape pun tak bleyy....:P

we've put full effort

we've determination to win

we've passion to conquer

we've done all what it takes

to be a model winner

but

Allah knows best

who says

u can win if u have the spirit to go for it

Allah knows best.

i feel like crying. all we sacrificed. i missed numerous classes just to make sure we win this important competition. but what do i get? what can i bring to my school? what can i explain to my teachers? what can i do? none. now, i'm just sitting at the corner, whispering to myself, and not knowing what to act n what to think. :"(

*Too fervent frustration*

*Massive depression*

*Dying*

Just for Laugh. :D

2011-09-15T02:27:00.001-07:00

Three guys die together and go to heaven.... St. Peter says, "We only have one rule... don't step on the ducks as they are God's favorite creation."

They enter heaven and see ducks everywhere, and it's almost impossible to not step on a duck. The first guy accidentally steps on one, and soon here comes St. Peter with the biggest, ugliest woman he'd ever seen...

St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment is to be chained to this ugly woman forever."

The next day the second guy steps on a duck...Sure enough, St. Peter comes with another ugly woman and chains them together.

Seeing this, the third guy is very, very careful. He goes for months and doesn't step on any ducks. One day, St. Peter comes along with this beautiful woman: Blonde, blue-eyed, very young and very sexy. He chains them together and leaves without a word.

The man remarks, "I wonder what I did to deserve this good fortune?" And the Blonde says, "I don't know about you, but I stepped on a duck.

Fact about our eyes...O_O

2011-09-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

dear readers

you are reading it all right

yeah, eyes are put in front to see the coming one

not to reach the past

for the past cannot be reached

so then, open up your eyes

bulge them if you have to

see what is coming

not what was passing

let bygones be bygones

~but what about the quotes saying that, one who forget the history, is condemned to repeat it? the question is, should we look back of what we had done or just get on with life without take a single care 'bout what happened?

*you decide*

Kucing~~

2011-09-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

i wonder how much fun it will be when we have lots of siblings

a true bliss

or a crucial competition?

Eam, for you, buddy. :)

2011-09-03T10:54:00.000-07:00

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go what you can't change..kiss slowly, forgive quickly, play hard, take chances, give everything and have no regret..Life is too short to be anything but HAPPY!! ~Ilham Farhana Harun~

October 27, in 1995

a girl started her life

as a toddler of her parents

11 siblings of 11 talents

photographing is her passion

not only that, she's born with the talent

to snap from different angle

and turn the pieces sensible with doodle

don't underestimate her

arts of voice and music are her desire

giving up in her life, "never say never"

cause the dream she sown is the highest tower

'plop, plop,' she hit hard

on the table, sound like a brickyard

hit the ball, again and win

table tennis is her game of keen

look at her; just a typical Malay girl

from Besut; a village of rural

but you can't decipher what beneath her veil

that makes her an honored female

she loves her friends and life

she appreciated all days thrive

friends make her days blissful
friends make her life meaningful

study abroad is her wanting
Paris? London? or maybe Beijing
piece of advice from me to u
doesn't matter how far, as long as it's a 'U'. xD

every woman (including eam) wants a loving spouse
stay connected like a hair louse
bestow upon them; sets of children
have belief and faith; unshaken

she keeps a dirty little secret
she's sensitive eventhough she's quiet
sorry for lots i've dismantled
but i'll still call you TURTLE.

Ilham Farhana Harun, STFians, one of my besties.

visit her blog, My Bestie's Blog!!!

eam!! nak baby penyu aku! :D

a homemade poem for my friend

2011-09-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

Oh, I want to share u a story

Not about something, but about somebody

Whom I know really well

And I know what’s underneath her snail’s shell

12 is her lucky number alive

12^th Ramadhan, 12^th of February in nineteen ninety five

Her mother gave birth to a child

Young, cute, girlish and wild

Born into the world in the capital city

Was not really that mere easy

Her mother unwillingly sent her to a nursery

Just to make sure her daughter’s safety.

She lived in the city for 11 years in risk

Before she moved to Kajang to find some peace

She studied hard from day to dawn

She would fight and never lose for the highest crown

She’s strong and thirst for power

Only a post never relieve her hunger

No, she’ll never surrender

Cause she knows nothing can cease her.

She doesn’t see the hope for the future

She loves her life in present better

Pilot is her desired career

So, she can’t fail in Physics for sure. xD

She doesn’t rush to find her lover

Cause she knows that he’ll come to her

When everyone left her; even her dearest

The prince will walk in to wipe her tears

humbly written by Prof. Dr. Faiz Fahmi

just for my friend, Nur Izzati binti Izlan. she's my ~~girl~~friend. have fun reading, peers. wanna make yourself in my cover poem? contact me, 013-xxxxxxx.

*to izzati: bayar2. hehe. >:D

Think Out of the Gravity.....:D

2011-08-29T03:58:00.001-07:00

Do you ever heard of Blog Serius? then you better read this....

2011-08-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

well, this is a shocking news that i got from 2 so-called famous and favourite blogs for me which are Blog Serius and Sah dan Tak Sah. they are quarreling, no, more like words trolling. you know, admin should be responsible of the commentators in their blogs. so, Khalis(admin) blamed Obe(admin) because he didn't take any action towards the comments that were SERIOUSLY offended some religions and races. in the comments of Obe in Khalis's blog, he stated that HE IS A FREEMASON. how far is the validation of this news, who knows, ryte?

soorrryyy, saya tak pandai print screen..T_T

i'll give u the link then.~~~

the controversial post figured to be apostate someone's faith as a Muslim.

and

maybe the rumor that Bro Obe is a FREEMASON??

(look closely at the comments section posted by The Obefiend Blogs)

how far the truth of this news, doesn't matter. what does matter is we, as Muslim, must be careful on what we are writing and doing because Islam's enemies are just waiting for the right time to launch the attack on our weakness and the weakness of faith is the last point they are searching for. when all Muslims barely have faith to Allah S.W.T., then the human civilization will come to a total end. come on, Muslims, fortify your faith towards what you are believing in right now. don't let the Western's ideologies churn your minds and chime your belief. whatever it is, we are Muslims and we're proud to be one. :)

I heart young ages

2011-08-28T16:58:00.000-07:00

solemnly, there's no doubt that we'll miss our youth period. although we'd tons of homeworks and we kept being scolded by parents and teachers about why so mischievous, but it was the time that taught us so much about life. there was the time where we met our first crush, found the meaning of friendship, made the teachers went crazy, broke the school's law, rebelled our demand out to the public and cheated girls. (ahaha..ni saje2 je..)
well, u must be wondering how celebrities like Tom Cruise and Lady Gaga looked like when they were teenagers, like me. (eheh). did they looked as handsome and pretty as nowadays' photos in the newspapers and medias? well, u judge on them. enjoy~~

If you're Bill-Gates-rich........

2011-08-28T16:41:00.000-07:00

If you're as rich as Bill Gates, you'll have no problem in buying exorbitant stuffs. just simply :

Specially dedicated to my friend: Imanur Ariffa

2011-08-27T11:15:00.000-07:00

salam.
well, today, i'm not gonna babble about myself anymore. i'd given a reluctant task to write about a girl whom i knew just a couple of months before and i've met her once in 2009, but alas, we weren't recognise each other based on the non-exist-yet Facebook. surely, u'll ponder is it her stands in my lonely heart now. no, man! she's my friend and i'm proud to have such a nice friend like her. oh, yeah. she's from STF that stands for Sekolah Tun Fatimah in Johor Bahru, a historical residential school that i heard when i was in Standard Two. i am not being skeptical here but u know, she's as fierce as a tigress. haha. don't be mad, Peah. ngee~~ ok. let's straight to the point. let's hear the portfolio of our respected guest today, Imanur Ariffa!! *audiences clapping their hands with full urge until bleeding nonchalantly*

say hello to my cliche friend, Imanur Ariffa

yeah, first stanza, first stanza

the story begins

4th of July 1995 in the emergency chamber

the heat and beat were getting faster

11.54 a.m. it was filled with laughter

when two parents got a daughter

it was a glorious moment for that baby is what they render

Jawa, Siamese and Malays

that were the races that plays

in the DNA genetics of the newborn baby

making the parents even more glee

began in a young age, her voice is a gift

she had given a teacher a hard time

and at last, her teacher cannot shift

a voice worth thousand dimes

oo, yeah, don't play-play with this girl

or else, your head will be solemnly twirl

she's a headgirl; something i cannot believe either

maybe because she's a teacher's daughter?

she loves to follow her heart

she's brave, tenacious and adores voice art

once, she landed on the headmaster's cushion

"just ignore her." said the headmaster's intuition

give a clap for this thin girl

drowning herself on the teacher's table

not embarassed nor ashamed at all

"i'm the headgirl, who wants to scold?"

no, don't take it easy, she's not a fool.

hey, she scored straight As full

now that's what we called an excellent student

but we have to pay for the impudent

many said that reading is important

a book a day is her vision

and that's how she became

Nilam's winner that owned the fame

to all Pizza Hut's workers

you're fortunate coz this princess

wanna to take a bite at your stall

but she's afraid that her parents might scold

cinema is her forbidden place

that's the challenges she had to face

but secretly, she'd gone there twice

without her parents knowing; i guess she tells lies :D

i asked her about the most historical event in her life

i thought it will be a victory after the strive

well, u know it's an unpredictable answer

it's the list of celebrities whom ever met her!!

she has a vision

to see the world not in pollution

she hated the trees being cut, the streams being agonize

she wanted the rivers run free and we live happily and tranquilize

for those who want to seek her love

fyi, she's not a white vulnerable dove

she's hard, she's tender and she's pure

only searching for the love to cure

you have to be faith to be her lover

intend to bring her to the right path to be her man of desire

not forgetting always be patient with her

and then her soul is yours to render

oh, no, you've to possess a bit of wealth

because she loves to breath

the summer breeze or the winter chill

no need to kneel, just pay the bill

she prefers waiting but she hates to wait

u're a loser if u're one-minute late

once she loves, her heart will never bend

and then u know, when a woman loves a man

Humbly written by Prof. Dr. Faiz Fahmi

dedicated to Imanur Ariffa, STFians and KALIKERS

"wei, bayar2! penat aku buat ni. hahah"

My 100th Post....(Yayy)

2011-08-26T20:56:00.000-07:00

salam...
oh, my 100th post!! watta! i didn't acknowledge i can achieve this number of posts. well, what would be my lucky topic for this historical and once-in-lifetime post, you may ask. actually, i don't know what to write. the experience of writing 99 posts before vanished, just like the bubbles being popped. surely, you'll wonder, what's the purpose of having a blog. to gain followers? addict to popularity? or just for fun, filling the wasted leisure time that should be filled with reading thick-like-mountain biology textbook? u decide. well, let's review my chronology of posts in my blog. my first entry was written on hurmmm.....wait a minute.....oh, here it is. 10th of August 2009. with the title 'Welcome to my Club'. sheesh, it's kinda lame to see my old self wrote this. what a change i've gone through. my English in the olden days seems like a kiddo. hey, before that, do u want to read my first post in this blog? mind to roll down the blog archives? hahah. here it is. click it. u know u want to.

My 1st unprofessional entry in the blog. don't say anything. just look and decipher it for yourself.

yeah, u see it for yourself. sometimes, i ponder. how fast we've grown up all this while. once, i saw my brother and sister are way taller than i am. but now, they are just my height. (maybe i'm a bit taller. hahah) let's see it differently. although we've grown up until we can do our laundries, but do u think we've changed enough to confront the outer world? for me, no. i think, at 13, i still feel the same way to my world. still unchangeable. what change did i realise? none. for the first time in my life, i think about this. humans are still the same. same routines. killing is anywhere. lack of humanity in the human's self itself. i feel it the same way when i was young. i ought to change because there's a story, an Anglican epic, i guess. change starts from our own self.

When I was young and free and my imagination had no limits,

I dreamed of changing the world;

As I grew older and wiser I realized the world would not change.

And I decided to shorten my sights somewhat and change only my country

But it too seemed immovable.

As I entered my twilight years,

in one last desperate attempt, I

sought to change only my family, those closest to me,

but alas they would have none of it.

And now here I lie on my death bed

and realize (perhaps for the first time)

that if only I'd changed myself first,

then by example I may have influenced my family

and with their encouragement and support I

may have bettered my country,

and who knows I

may have changed the world.

see, how meaningful the change-your-own-self can be. it's proven by many leaders in the olden days. some said, we ought to see the differences when we are growing. i agreed a part of it. we see changes in mankind's attitudes. we are becoming greedier from day to day. the nature becomes our victim of wrath. we are becoming heartless than before. suicide, homicide, rape, murders are like chapters in books of our daily life. it is a shift of negative and really jeopardise the world. criminals are mushrooms after a rainy day, and the risk of being a victim even in the public is tremendously high. so, you see now. the more modernize the world become, the less civilized the human living in it. whose one to be blamed? the technology or ourselves indeed?

see, it's the status quo. u can see it with your own eyes. look how crucial the thing that we called human did to this world. we said we are civilized, but why there's still a mother killed its own 2-year-old-baby like these news on the board. there's so much murder cases which were very not genuine and unpredictable like the blood's killing. mom killed dad. dad killed mom. brother killed mom. mom killed brother. dad killed son. son killed dad. sister killed brother and vice versa. it's like family game already. (tpi mmg ak xkn join laaaaaaa...) enjoy~~

Chief police was killed

Suicide of 8-year-old-boy because......

Girl sold....................

Mom sold her daughter's .....................

Mom insisted her daughter to become a beauty until..............

Half-naked girl stole a truck??

there are bunches of irrelevant and peculiar cases involving family matters. so, love your family because it is where the heart is. well, i just express my feelings here. i'm sorry if this entry didn't catch your interest at all. i want all f my readers to open their minds and look at the reality now. dear youth, we're all in this situation. how will u act? what will u do? will we survive in the oncoming future. we're the leaders of tomorrow. so, open your heart and eyes, ponder and act now on how to prevent these problems from succumbing our thumbs when we're adult 20 to 30 years to come. let me share with you some of stories that are very interesting yet full of morals that we can use in our life. read, think and act, not just read. plan how will we cope with the obnoxious mankind that is increasing from day to day. bear this in your mind, failing to plan is planning to fail.

The largest book about ...........

A history about Kemal Atatourk

A story about a kid that........ (1)

A story about a kid that........ (2)

A post that u shouldn't miss, read n visualize. wake up from your dreams.

that's all for now. wow, what a long post.

ooo, before that,

Faiz wants to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin

to all my acquaintances and relatives.

have a prosperous month.

Ramadhan al-Mubarak has left us?

do u satisfy with your benevolences?

What is the meaning of Independence Day?

2011-08-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

Aku telah berjuang gagah dan berani
Walau peluru datang tidak bertepi
Kutahu perjuangan suci dan murni
Membuahkan hasil yang kekal abadi

Tanah melayu yang dahulunya parah
Ditawan, digegar, dibantai penjajah
Biarpun Tanah Melayu disirami darah
Asal darah pengubah sejarah

Namun kini tiada kurasa lagi
Kesucian jihad yang ulung murni
Berbaloikah merdeka yang kita kecapi
Jikalau maruah tergadai sepi

Wahai anak muda, pemuda pemudi
Tanamkan azam jernihkan kembali
Perjuangan kemerdekaan yang suci murni
Sayangkan negara sehidup semati.

Humbly written by Prof. Dr. Faiz Fahmi. :DD
this poem is written spontaneously for serious. i wrote it at night before it is used as a script in a video for Independence Day Celebration at my school. if u don't believe it, see it for yourself. :)

Happiness is a Journey

2011-08-20T00:22:00.000-07:00

Harry Potter v Twilight. which one your heart's desire?

2011-08-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

oh, no. the harry-bulous is creeping in my blood again. with the new series of Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows Part II. do u know what kind of movies caught my attention? well, i can say,

Me : I love fiction-based story, dude

A : u're soooo yesterdayzzzz

Me : why?

A : fiction is an articulation for childrenzzzzz

Me : who said so?

A : come on lahhh,, ni Malaysialahhh

(we have a peek on the latest movies in the cinema. the top ad claims to be the latest HP7. A screams out loud.)

A : OMG!!! HP7!!!!

Me : what with that movie?

A : don't u know? the last series of harry Potter's marathon is now showing. u need to get a hell lot out from that school. i need to book for the tickets. i need to book for the tickets.

Me : isn't HP is a fiction story?

A : Errrr......HP is an exception. (smiling coyly to cover the embarrassment.)

Me : sheesh, tell me 'bout that.

see, u can't say that only children love fiction stories. even adults and nearly-golden-age love the stories. fiction stories isn't only retarded to Mickey and Minnie, the goofy Goofy, the naked Aladdin, and the fairy Cinderella. Harry Potter and Twilight are fiction stories. u love those two, right? no lying lahh... :D

well, see how people all around the world compare and contrast between my (and yours too, i guess) favourite movies, HP and Twilight series. let the roller do its job. roll them down.

Team Jake for sure. :DD

euww...haha

-motivation's collision-

i wish all the houses in my school use the historical name of Hogwarts's houses.

and how i wish i can be a Seeker like Harry Potter...(dreaming)

but i'm just a wolf at all........ xD

Tame Me Up

2011-08-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

sometimes, no, i mean, most of the times, i feel like i don't belong in this world. why? coz i think i'm not norm enough to live like anyone else. i feel shit.

basically, because i can't control my emotion. u know, how hard it feels, to express your thunderous emotion to someone whom u can call 'a tender meat'. no. not the one with flabby stomach and can explode when u pinch a nipple of it. not that. not someone whom very weak that even your 2-year-old kid can punch knock him out of the ring. not that. and don't even think about GAY. i mean, someone who is soft-hearted, not in a concrete aspect, but in an abstract one. i'm sorry. i just can't afford to redeem it. yeah, i know i'm suck. i'm not a perfect leader. so then, forgive me for what i've done, what i'd never realised to say and what i've expressed to u through my dramatic-effect-babyface. ngeh3......
next, i just love to work out something that i should not work out to. understand? well, it's like a job which no one should ever work in. i mean, something that i desire, not something i should be thinking of. yeah, like an impossible job. for example, u're a student but u are thinking to be a prince/princess, or maybe a king, or a queen, or a mayor, or even a chef, no, maybe an actor, no, no, a president, urm, no, then i guess a president's wife. sorry to make your brains have a 360-degree full spin, but i just want to express it here. (buat2 fhmlah ye...). lately, i've been thinking about how to commercialize my school. maybe for some of us will say, "Go to hell with the school. i'll forget everything when i've done my studies here. and i'll never even proud with this old putrid building!!" well, i can assure u that even some of my friends have a mentality like this. but for me, no, no, no. i don't take a single care about my school, i'm proud with it. i want to justify, even we are new, we are located in simply unknown deserted rural place that even KFC can't extend their branch here, we can be the best. i want to instill love towards school in all my friends and students of SBPISB. but alas, we don't have the power yet we cannot do it drastically. instead, we're doing it underground-ly, without no one to interrupt, without no one to speak and provoke at. then, poof, we'll blow all our masterplans like bullets in the air. get ready~~~
add maths and physics didn't please me well. no, i don't mean the teachers. the teachers are great and highly skilled in teaching these subjects. but i just can't keep the pace with all that formulas and equations. ask my classmates, about how i couldn't concentrate in both subjects in class and then, i chose to sleep instead of watching dumbly the numbers been explained to my idle's mind. and even worse, i put a low target for these subjects in each examination. what a student i am. poor unwanted subjects. u're too hard to bear. speaking about improvement, i think it's mainly about no visual helps been given. students love something to visualize because u know, imagination is never been our limitation for students. WE LOVE TO IMAGINE!!! so, for physics, i desire to have more visual helps like videos to help us to visualize all the motions included. u cannot anticipate us to know things that u imagine through words. we cannot read your mind! therefore, a little help will do. about add maths, i don't know how. maybe time will cure. :)
yeah, we're on the eve of aidilfitri. that's the most important part. but sadly, when something is to come, something have to go. Ramadhan, we'll miss u. i'll pray that we can meet again next year with a more wonderful and happening time. Ramadhan kareem. :)

F-R-I-E-N-D-S

2011-08-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

Mr. Double F :)
woot2..b4 this x penah
bg flyer kat kau..tp ni
bkn flyer, ni hanya mesz
semata-mata..HAHA..
act, saje je aku bg mesz
ni..nk suroh ko snap gmba
mesz ni..nnti ltk dlm
blog <13th Wanderer..>ea..
HAHA..suke blog kau..yela
kan..blog tu dah jd mcm
dictionary dh..aku panggil ko
MR. VOCAB bole x? XD
nway :) zakiah kem salam..
aku rase ko knal die..HAHA..
ape2 je la..ok laa.. dh xtau
nk tules ape..
kem slm kt sume
KALIKER saber..esp..kt
NaqibFuad..HAHAA:) bye!
-PENOFF-

aku:)

ILHAM FARHANA

28/7/2011

haha. thank you so much la eam for giving me that letter. i never thought i'll gain anything from u as i didn't give anything to u either. but u know, this is the miracle of friends. there's no boundary in it. it's not about how far your friends are, it's about how strong your bonds are. thanks again, eam. oh, not 4getting others too, Peah, Aniza, A'are, Syasya n all my friends. tq 4 reminding me about how meaningful a friend is. thank you. i'll treasure all of them. :)

(p/s: ilham got this coz she insisted me to write 'bout her flyer in my blog. here u go. my pleasure.)

2011-08-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

sometimes, we have a big desire but we confront problems to achieve it. so, one of the solutions that stays as my favourite is having a little bit of it. u know, we can't have anything we want in a right way. there'll always be challenges and obstacles. chill out, fellas. life is not eternal. just have a glimpse of it is enough. :)

it's okay if the people insult u or make fun of ur stuff. but what's important is you are comfortable. it's not their stuff that we use, why should we care about what they said. who says Lenovo can't be like Apple? who says Windows can't be changed to Mac? who says Nokia can't be like Iphone? my advice to u is, don't be too stuff-conscious. coz it will drive your money spent on the wrong intention just to keep pace with the latest technologies. technology will always expanding, there'll always be a newer version of devices in the market. so, don't be too harsh or u'll be burdening urself just to fulfill ur indulgence.

BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE, BUT DON'T BE CRAZY WITH WHAT YOU CRAVE

~Prof. Faiz Fahmi~

Wanna Be A Hacker? Peephole this....

2011-08-06T19:56:00.000-07:00

salam Ramadhan, fellas.
hey, how are you? well, firstly, i want to apologise to all of my readers for not updating the blog frequently. (hey, i'm a student, man. i've a life to uphold rather than just sitting in front of my laptop and having a nice time writing about the world in my blog.) but actually, how i wish my life would be as easy as that. hectic life really cease me from bringing a whole new perception of me to the world. (chewah! mcm femes sgt je) so today, i want to share with u about hackers. yes, hackers. H-A-C-K-E-R-S. who's hacker? well, precisely, hackers are genius. they mastered the skills and can decipher codes and make that into a masterpiece of technology. as we know, computers and internet are basically a brick of codec information and arrangement of zillions teeny-tiny chips of electronic device. how do they work? i'm sorry, but i can't even tell u coz i didn't know a single thing about coding and programming. for me, the figure that resembles Father of Computer is Bill Gates. he created a program for almost all computers in the world, which is Microsoft Windows. u can predict how wealth he is now, having a program that is being used by the world's citizens. each and every computer has OS, that is Operating System. for now, Windows still a leading brand in the list, competing with Apple and Ubuntu. n hey2, u know what, high securities from all the OS still can't withstand the power of the penetrators, HACKERS. hacker is a job, actually. certain countries accept hacker as a profession like Japan, USA and China. some companies hired hackers to defend their copyrighted works and prevent plagiarism. hackers can do bad and good deeds. they can protect the files and in contrast, they can destroy or steal them. they can neutralize virus and vice versa, they can make one. hackers have the bright and dark side. illegitimate hackers intend to steal infos from companies or banks and use it for their sake. whilst registered hackers can send malware files to make sure the files are safely protected. u wouldn't know how far they can play, coz hackers are the players in IT life. basically, i jz want to share with u top 3 hackers in USA. take a look, they have the hacking ability since a very young age. what a brilliant kid they were.

1. Kevin Mitnick

The most wanted computer criminal in United States history
First hacking start by exploiting the Los Angeles bus punch card system and getting free rides
Then hacking into the Digital Equipment Corporation's computer network and stealing software He has stated that he hacked into computers, scrambled phone networks, stole corporate secrets and hacked into the national defense warning system.
His fall came when he hacked into fellow computer expert and hacker Tsutomu Shimomura's home computer.
Now he is a computer security author, consultant and speaker

2. Adrian Lamo

Lamo's hit major organizations hard, hacking into Microsoft and The New York Times
He used Internet connections at coffee shops, Kinko's and libraries to achieve his feats earning him the nickname "The Homeless Hacker"
His target also include Yahoo!, Citigroup, Bank of America and Cingular.
Lamo's intrusion into The New York Times intranet placed him squarely into the eyes of the top cyber crime offenders and lastly he was caught.
Now he is a notable public speaker and award winning journalist.

3. Jonathan James

First time sent to prison for hacking when he was 16 years old.
He hit high profile organizations including the Defense Threat Reduction Agency, which is an agency of the Department of the Defense. With this hack he was able to capture usernames and passwords and view highly confidential emails.
James also hacked in NASA computers and stole software valued at over $1.7 million.
Upon discovering this hack, NASA had to shut down its entire computer system costing taxpayers $41,000
Today he own computer security company.

Hacker is Someone who has specific expertise in programming language and use his or her skills to compromise with the machine to gain something illegally (Andrik McVean, 2008)

and yes, at last, all of them had become a good worker, not a sinister hacker. everything has pros and cons. it's up to u to choose one. :) hackers for life. :))

Agony of Abortion

2011-07-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

please, i beg u. don't do this crucial and sarcastic job. abortion is not the right path to solve the problem. have mercy to those innocent toddlers. as the parents, think rational. abortion isn't the solution. whatever it is, do not kill the victims of your harshness. they are not asking to be your illegitimate child. they do not want to end up in your foolishness and greediness. where are their rights as a child? although they're illegitimate, they're still human being whom have to accept the shameful fact of u to become their parents. succumb to yourself now, irresponsible parents. u will pay for all your doing and wanting. now, here are they, your product of forbidden relationship. lay on, dear devils. he is your child, why don't u confess it? why? because u ashamed of yourself? why don't u ashamed when u wanted to make love with the bloody man? why don't u ashamed to show your body to him? and why u only ashamed of that child, whom know nothing about life. whom doesn't have any sin. innocent little child. why?

dear youth, open your eyes. see beneath the words. beware of love. because it can trap u into your deepest nightmare. have u ever think of killing someone before? no? then love can make it. illegal love will prove that u will end up with abortion to cover your ignominious action. think, my friend. THINK WHILE U CAN STILL CHOOSE.

A forlorn love story

2011-07-09T19:01:00.000-07:00

Random #1

2011-07-09T18:32:00.000-07:00

XYZ Production

Forbidden love that holds two hearts tangled.

Happy Weekends, buddies. :)

2011-07-08T03:59:00.000-07:00

salam.

oh, yeah. it was such a bloody life here in school. you name it. everything was turned out well, but not everything for truth. i hate it. i truly upset with the authority. (not saying any authority to prevent controversies.) sheesh, they have the power but poorly, they didn't manage to use it for the sake of the inferiors. they do have the position, they do have the talking, they do have what it takes to correct the mistaken, but no. instead of using it for everyone, they let it go with nothing to prove on. yeah, just like what i'd expected before, long before they have the power. i think it's true. a mouse will remain a mouse; even if they have the body of a lion. sorry. i'm merely disappointed. i loathe someone who has the power to change, but he acted like he isn't. he just put aside all his reputation and his position only for the title of his own use. what's the use of the title at all? will it be worth it after he forfeited? remember, responsible is the biggest and hardest matter and not to be taken lightly. take a glimpse of history when Allah s.w.t. ought to hand in a thing called 'trust and responsible' to Earth's creatures, the hills burn down to ashes, the skies crack. but human being rudely and proudly said, "we'll take it." without knowing that their action will cause noxious towards themselves. and yup, all are proven now. you see, when the power is misused. when the leaders are greed for wealth. when the responsibilities are littered aside. you see it, beneath the responsibilities, lies the power to control and to conquer. u know what is leader? leader is the one who risk their afterlife. he put one of his leg inside the inferno hell and the other in the grace of paradise.

HOW MUCH POWER U GREED ON, IT TURNS OUT KICKING UR BACK. THE CHOICE IS IN YOUR HAND.

Hardcore Photographing

2011-06-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

*so, do u think photographing is as easy as ABC? well, think again. :)

Inside your Heart

2011-06-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

i recall

when Rasulullah s.a.w. said

"Islam is the mightiest religion and accepted by Allah s.w.t."

"Islam is full with wisdom and only benevolences made Islam"
back there,
we WERE one family
we WERE one powerful ummah
we WERE one solid fraternity
we WERE full of dignity
we WERE free from deception and feud
but, it is WERE, my friend
why can't we use ARE?
why can't we use ARE?
again, why can't we use ARE?
you know the answer, don't you?
it's right inside your heart, dear.

if I say that I will never use the present tense
how would all of you respond?
well, you can say that you want to use ARE rather than WERE
but, where's the proof that you can provide with?
look, just look
in front of our own eyes
Islam IS being tormented
IS being separated
IS foolishly deceived
IS solemnly influenced
IS fussing around
IS killing one another
IS lost with the world's challenges and seduces
IS slowly being killed
IS obviously lost its sense of unity
and why, my friend,
why can't we resist?
why can't I resist?
why can't you resist?
you know the answer, don't you?
it's just inside your heart.

you know, you see, you observe
what lies in front of you
killing, torturing, harassing,
what else?
you know, you watch, you witness
and can you tell me why is that happening?
in Islam for God's sake
Islam!
once an honorable religion
full of strength and union
but now, no, buddy, no.
there's none you can be proud of
rather than only history that made our legacy alive
merely history
neither can be used nor healed
the gash that leap up inside every Muslim's heart
in every child that lost their parents
in every mother that lost their children
in every man that lost their family
in every heart that lost its reason to live
so, what can you decipher
through this poem of mine
I'm not provoking nor blabbering
but i'm writing this
because i realize
that if it's not me to realize you,
if it's not me to open up your eyes to the Muslim's situation in this globalized world
then, who will?

2011-06-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

trust me, mid year was a blast. well, i did quite well in some papers but mostly i didn't perform well. (brape byk well daa???) i can't say i'll pass the exam with clear grades. i'm pretty sure that i'll have at least one C or one FAILED in the subjects. thoroughly, i'm satisfied with what i've done. alhamdulillah. but the negative side of minds possess me better than the positive one. none of my five senses can react to get top 10 this time. it's hard, u know that. it's tremendously hard. even to get an A+ is an agony. but who cares? i'm happy to get it. don't believe in what others said, because slow and steady wins the race. i opt to render apologize to all teachers if i disappointed u. i can't assure i can be an ELIT student for this present year. it's just quite impossible for me to be one. but once again, who knows? i might be one of the top 5. inshaAllah. :) do pray for me, fellows.

today, i helped my friend to make up her face, ehhh, her blog. sorry. hahah, she's a newbie here in blogger, so i helped her out. she said that it's hard. well, of course, do u think it's damn easy to make an interesting entry, editing the layout and gadgets and not forgetting the music too. remember, pal, the beginning is always the hardest. but it's ok. soon, u'll find out how easy it is. alah bisa, tegal biasa. kann? like what i'd experienced before. i wanted to go for a hangout with my friends at Mid Valley. but i didn't have any private transport. so, i need to use the public one. (sheesh, it sucks) that was my first time in KL to take LRT n KTM alone. ALONE! i was a stranger and i was like, ermm, urmm, every minutes passed. but i accepted them all. i overcame them by asking to the guards, cashier and so on. alhamdulillah, i managed to get there. (although that bloody KTM took me for almost an hour to reach Mid Valley due to delayed journey. how perky.) see, i felt the same too as in the 1st time to take LRT alone. how to overcome your fear is to face it yourself. trust me, beginning is always the hardest, but once u feel it, it will be an honour to attend it. :)

see, it's not that hard at all because everything starts with a single step. :)

even they can enjoy their food. happy eating, girls.

Grief-stricken?

2011-05-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

I'm currently watching a killing and painful romantic Korean series, Winter Sonata. man, it's damn and crucially the best Korean drama i've ever watch. well, the creator is genius. he combined two elements of nature which were winter and snows. u can estimate how far a person can create a story based on how they used the nature elements. it's symbolic, right? let's take it to the test. i give u two choices of story u would want to watch:

1) a story full with love and plotted at the middle of the city without taking note about the place and time or even any sweet sceneries.

OR

2) a triangular love story with out of mind's troubles and hurdles, adding up with some nature elements such as summer, winter or even great setting of places.

there, which one would u prefer to watch? trust me, if u choose the first one, u have something hard encompassing up your eyes or even your heart. u are blind with nature. the title itself has ring a bell, right? look how the creator played with the nature. even we sometimes amazed with the story. a good story doesn't acquire an expensive set, but it needs a skill of playing with the words and nature. :) aye2, winter sonata.

"sometimes a thread from our heart will wander out, but we cannot take the thread back. and it will go to stick at someone u never know."

Pheww/Woohoo?

2011-04-29T09:53:00.000-07:00

salam.
frankly, i don't have any idea on how to celebrate my feelings. should i happy or anxious? well, mostly what i'd gone through were bliss in my memory. but there were sudden incidents happened and puff, they changed a lot and became more vivid than the vague blissful experience. ok, maybe some of the stories would be censored to prevent any wild controversies. good stories are much more preferable, i guess. drama, debate, hkj and kesuma are some of the splendid memories i have for this year. altogether, they are my happy gases. i met my SBP friends, laughed with them, chatted with them etc. what can i say? we've really strong chemical bonds going on right here in our chromosomes, flowing through our blood, pumping the friendship and express in our actions. trust me, i'm proud to be a SBPian. no, i'm not going to be buyers or whatsoever, but trust me, experiences in SBP are worth it. teenage years without boarding school's life are merely boring, (based on my research laa). it's not about the quality or anything to do with the name of the school. it's about the environment, the atmosphere of spending several years in SBP. i said this because i'm one of the SBPian, it's up to other people to give their own opinions or perceptions. SBP is a network, a clan, a family that we can use to extend our knowledge, friends and experiences. the government didn't create SBP to become rivals or to classify geniuses and fools. NO!! SBP is an arena created by the authorities to make sure that the chosen students will be excel in their studies and will rule well in our country. we're one big happy family.

everything comes with pros and cons. what i can say, is everything has advantages and disadvantages. i don't say that SBP is perfect because there are still disciplinary problems going on. well, it comes to no avail if we argue about whose school is better, right? none is the best. every school has its strengths and weaknesses, which resulting on variety of talented students in varied schools. so ladies and gentlemen, on this splendid, superb and salubrious morning, let us be proud of our own school. no matter how hard we deny it, we're still a student in our school. let's just accept the concrete fact, no one is perfect, same goes to school. ahh, forget about the craps i blabbered about just now. right now, i want to express my gratitude to the government for organising such splendid programs for us, the SBPians. first of all, it's all started in form 2, when i was 14-year-old-innocent-chap. let me give u a glimpse of all programs i've ever attended in my high school life.

Kem Kepimpinan SBP Kebangsaan Tingkatan 1 dan 2

Venue: SBPI Gopeng

Time: 3rd-5th November 2009

Rating: Superb

Comment: My first national experience. a moment full of excite.

Friends found: Amanina Afifah(SCIPP), Manan(STAR), Hazman(SDAR), Wafiy(SEPINTAR), Naufal(SMAPK), Syahir(SAS), Imanur Ariffa(STF), Azra Nadzua(SSP), Raiyan Amalina(SESMA), Shafiq(SMSAH), Shafiq n Khodijah(KUSESS), Iqbal(SEMESTI) etc.

(ni gambar hiasan. xsmpt nk amik gmbr mser kem yg btol)

Perkhemahan KRS SBP Kebangsaan 2010

Venue: Kem PLKN Terengganu and Sekolah Menengah Sains Sultan Mahmud(SESMA)

Time: somewhere after PMR

Rating: Quite splendid

Comment: my first camp without any disturbing and annoying rules. Oh yeah!!

Friends found: Shaqib n Afiq(SEMESTI), Firdaus(SABDA), Nisa(SABDA), Shafiq n Fauzi(SMAPK), Faiz(ASIS), Zakee(SAKBA), Syaffawani(SSP), Aisya(SMACH), Nadia(IGOP) etc.

Kem Olimpiad Matematik bersama Suhaimi Ramli

Venue: Bilik Gerakan Sekolah Menengah Sains teluk Intan(SEMESTI)

Time: 15th-16th Jamuary 2011

Rating: Nyot2 (Flabbergasted)

Comment: trust me, it throbbed my spine, retina and brain. ranked 23 among all the participants.

Friends found: Shaqib, Iqbal n Afiq(SEMESTI but they didn't join it.)

ASTAR Scrabble International Championship 2011

Venue:Tunku Canselor Hall of University Malaya

Time: 12th-13th February 2011

Rating: Fantastic

Comment: 7 wins out of 12 matches! isn't that great for a first timer like me? ranked 70+ among 200 players. alhamdulillah. although this isn't a SBP event, but i found some of SBPs sent their students here including SM Sains Labuan! i looked forward to see Alya but alas, she didn't present because of technical problems.

Friends found: Shifaa(MRSM Pengkalan Chepa), Aizat(SAS) etc.

Kejohanan Bola Keranjang HKSBP Zon Tengah 2011

Venue: SBP Integrasi Sabak Bernam(INTESABER)

Time: 7th-10th March 2011

Rating: Outstanding

Comment: Don't be alert. i'm not a basketball player. i'm just one of the helpers here. well, it's a good chance to see people playing basketball in a tournament. i mean, not everyday we can see a tournament as good as this. but poorly, Intesaber couldn't get its foot to a better achievement than last year. credits to Kusess, Semashur, Ssp and Integomb. do your best in national level. ganbatte!

Friends found: Shen(SEMASHUR), Rizal, Jehan n Faez(INTEGOMB), Aainaa(SSP), Amier Rostam(SMAPK) etc.

Drama Competition SBP Central Zone Biannual Program

Venue: SM Agama Persekutuan Kajang(SMAPK)

Time: 2nd-3rd April 2011

Rating: Merely disappointed but still satisfied.

Comment: i'm so crestfallen with the adjudicators' result. our team, Bloody Rose didn't win any awards or any place. i think we'd done our best but Allah knows well. maybe it's not our turn to win. the judges commented that our drama was too violent and no sense of humanity. watta? it's a drama, right? sheesh. whatever it is, i still felt satisfied to entertain the audience. u know what, the audiences went "ooohhh", "aawwww", and "aaahhh". it's a splendid time entirely. but i 'm quite sad because this was my last drama competition. next will be held on 2013. i truly put a high anticipation for Bloody Rose but it's OK. i'd done my best. good luck, Intesaber for the next comp. isk2. :"(

Friends Found: Shafiq, Nasri, Amier, Khai, Dina n Azman(SMAPK), Alya(SMSS), Haziq(SAS) etc.

Karnival UTP 2011

Venue: Universiti Teknologi Petronas(UTP)

Time: 7th April 2011

Rating: Contented

Comment: really beneficial trip to UKM. they promoted the university to the students. gigantic library, awesome labs and unique infrastructure. oh, not forgetting exorbitant books. haha. we met SASsians, KUSESSians, IGOPians and some other schools.

Hari Kebudayaan Bahasa Jepun Peringkat SBP Kebangsaan 2011

Venue: Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak(SDAR)

Time: 22nd-24th 2011

Rating: THE BEST(2011)

Comment: truly this was the best event for recent 4 years. i met all my friends in Facebook in person! how extremely happening it was. i met A'A, aiman and some other new friends. oh, trust me, i would love to spend a whole week together with them. if u wish to see more pictures, see them in my album HKJ SDAR 2011 in Facebook. thanks, buddies. plus, my team, Himawari won the forth place in Explorace. at first, we're like rivals but in the end, we're like a big happy family. u're all my lovely gases. i'll treasure this moment. :)

Friends Found: Amanina Afifah n Sabihah(SCIPP), Raiyan Amalina(SESMA), Aniza Hanis(SEMESTA), Mujahid(IGOP), Akid(SYED PUTRA), Aiman(SMAPL), Basya(INTEGOMB), Jaga(SMK PUTERI), Aiman, Helmi, Hazman n Zaki(SDAR)

i think that's all for now. not really much but better than none, right? haha. well, guys. see you soon. gotta exam to watchout. and do pray for my Robotic Team. if we succeeded, alhamdulillah, we can join National Robotic Competition at SEPINTAR this oncoming July. i can't wait to meet any new friends. ola ola me. wassalam.

Harsh Tones of Hectic Time

2011-04-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

16 years of life. i feel quite old now. i got this idea of writing mainly about age when everyday, my friends tease one of my friends, Umar Rifqi, celebrates his birthday. can u imagine that? everyday is his birthday except for his REAL birthday. haha. i think he's 40 years old by now. but age is subjective. i mean, age shouldn't suppose to be a medium of measuring one's intelligence. u can't determine one's ability by looking blindly on his/her age. age is just a sequence of number to estimate how long a person has lived in this not abiding world. age restriction is something that should be rejected in certain things. well, but mostly, it comes with reasonable reason. no doubt 'bout it. but it's not about my age that i want to mumble today. i adore to write about what had i gone through after 16 years of life. :)

SELF-CONSCIOUS

sometimes, when i conceive and reflecting myself on the mirror, i ask myself. have i defeated myself? am i brave enough to take on the challenge? can i possess my friends? can i give an effective speech that will make people cry and shift their paradigm? sometimes, i wonder. sometimes, no, most of the times, i got butterfly in my stomach just to do a simple task like azan, or reciting the tazkirah. i don't know why. i mean, i did have experiences before, but it's like all things are meaningless. now, they're all brand new challenges even to be an imam. aiyoyo. i don't know what happened to me. i think i'm someone else. MAYBE I AM SOMEONE ELSE!

CUTE! eh, no no. WONDERING

i wondered a lot recently. i think a lot. i ponder numerous. but i don't know what am i thinking until i can get 2Cs in my test. maybe i thought a lot about non-academic thingy. i'm sorry. too much things to be thought until i forgot which one is my priority. or maybe, just maybe, academics aren't prioritise well in my mind right now. something more important and worth-thinking are floating deliciously in my extravagant brain. i can't keep thinking about one thing only, can i? i spent too much on thinking but not acting. am i not a good thinker? OR MAYBE I'M ONE OF THE CRITICAL THINKERS?

CALCULOPHOBIA (ade ke? mcm xde je. haha)

for the past 6 years, i adored math and something to be calculated and estimated. but now, i just can't take it anymore. well, for some problems, i can. too much formulas including physics that need u to determine a car's speed, momentum, velocity, acceleration etc. it is tremendously intriguing. for some reasons, i dislike calculation. i don't mean to be rude. but what about all the functions and number sequences? i think i know why the quality of Malaysia's mathematics subjects are down to earth. because the students themselves not keen to take a note about the subjects. they hate to think critically. they are lazy to have numbers to be worried about in their heads. equations, algebras, logarithms, all need a big thunderous effort and sacrifice. most of us can count, but not most of us can solve. WHICH ONE I BELONG TO?

FEELING OF LOSING AND DISAPPOINTED

how many times u feel dejected? how many times u feel deteriorated? how many times u feel defeated? how many times u are rejected? how many times u are neglected? how many times u feel sabotaged? HOW MANY? how can u cope after that? how can u survive these challenging situations? how can u live a life full of black spots of memories? who u trust the most when u're losing? how u get up, stand and fight back after a big lose? for me, i'd felt numerous defeats in my life. personally and non-personally. it's a challenge we've to live with. to see how much faith we got on God, Allah. frustration, don't ask me how many times i got frustrated. it's countless. u'll never want to know about it. BELIEVE IN MYSELF? CAN I?

I'M NOT A KID WITH ICE-CREAM IN A HAND ANYMORE

I'M NOT A BABY WHOM ACCEPT CUTE AS COMPLIMENTS ANYMORE

I'M NOT A GIRL WHO KEEN TO BUY A BARBIE DOLL ANYMORE

I'M NOT A BOY, STANDING BESIDE HIS BRAND NEW BICYCLE ANYMORE

I'M NOT A KID WITH NAUSEA ANYMORE

I'M NOT A BOY WHO LEARN ALPHABETS WITH HIS TEACHER ANYMORE

I'M NOT A GOOD STORY TELLER ANYMORE

I'M NOT AN INNOCENT-LOOKING BOY ANYMORE

I'M SPEECHLESS

I'M OLD NOW

I CAN WALK ALONE NOW

I CAN SOLVE PHYSICS NOW

I CAN WASH MY CLOTHES NOW

I CAN EAT WHATEVER I WANT

I CAN DO ALMOST ANYTHING

BUT SOMETIMES, U'LL MISS THOSE DAYS WHEN U'RE NOT BORN YET.

2011-03-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

salam.
based on the picture above, what can u define about it? are u describing an adorable dog trying to jump over a bar in a high jump event? if that so, well, u really have a good pair of eyes but u cannot visualise the implicit values behind the picture. actually, if u ask me what i can describe of this picture is that, all hard works pay. the people who work hard will gain a big profit and benefits from what he had sown. but no. not all who tried success. not all who worked, rich. not all strikers scored. therefore, u can say that not hard work that is necessary, but what u believe in, your determination and the most important part is your faith in all Allah's destinies. don't give up no matter what. if you believe, you will succeed. :)

it quite sucks. i swear i really don't pleased with this. something i believed in for many years of my life, fall on the wrong side of my prediction. it hurts. it totally hurts. my life was in a splendid agony. veiled by darkness of mistaken path. what can i do? everything seems so flaw. sorrow that stabs deep, deep into my soul, searching for what they called as truth and forgiveness. i've defended all the things that i thought trusted and the elegant truth but nope. i've been deceived by the liars who love to call me idiots without i ever knowing it. the world is full of deception and fraudulences. no one can bear it anymore. it's too much and exaggerating. world is no longer a safe place. u can see murders almost everyday. what else? infants were killed nonchalantly. trust me, if there are any place besides Earth that we are living on right now are habitable, i'm surely gonna choose it. vicious and vile activities have spread too fast in today's community making my nightmare becoming worse and worse in every minute of my life.

LOVE? AM I IN LOVE? NO WAY, MAN! ERR. I DON'T KNOW FOR SURE. BUT I THINK I'M NOT. EH. IS THAT SO? BUT SOMETIMES, I FEEL LIKE I AM. OOPS, NO, NO, NO, NO. I'M SO REALLY NOT IN LOVE. SHEESH. IT'S HARD TO DECIPHER THIS FEELING. IT FEELS LIKE I AM BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I'M NOT. HOW'S THAT? ERM, TAKE IT EASY, FAIZ. U CAN DO THIS. FUHH. OK, I SOLEMNLY SWEAR I'M NOT IN LOVE AND I'LL NEVER FALL IN LOVE ANYMORE UNTIL I'M 20+. IS THAT OK? MAYBE I CAN'T COPE WITH THAT. HEY!! I'M A TEENAGER. WHY SHOULD I THINK A THING THAT IS NOT WORTH IT TO BE THOUGHT AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE. OK, CALM DOWN, FAIZ. WAIT A MINUTE, CAN I ASK U A QUESTION? WHY I FEEL A BIT AWKWARD WHEN THEY ASKED ME ABOUT LOVE? IS THAT NORMAL? MAYBE I CARED TOO MUCH AND IS IT CALLED LOVE?